Today, looking at the city of Pittsburgh from my perch on
Grandview is like looking through a thin piece of gauze. The snow is coming
down in fat swirling pats of white, so that the buildings are hazy and
indistinct. It’s almost like a heavy fog has settled over the city. When I look
directly up into the solely white sky, the flakes seem to come from nowhere,
emerging and then falling in a lazy descent. I try to follow one, or many, to
the ground, where light and fluffy the snow has accumulated to at least 4
inches. But each flake disappears into the layered snow, as mysteriously as it
came from above.
I think that winter is the season when water slows down. In
the spring, summer and fall, water is a fast, rushing force – it comes in
downpours and flashfloods; it can overflow rivers and wash away mountainsides.
But in winter, water is different. It changes form. It is snow. It is ice. As if
winter is water’s season to meditate – two hydrogen, one oxygen – slowing down;
three molecules trying out a different design. It doesn’t lose its elemental
power, but it makes a different show of things.
I think of meditation because these flakes fall slowly; they
drift to the ground without any apparent need to hurry, to get to the ground.
If it was warmer outside, these intricate little flakes would be solid drops,
racing to hit the pavement, wet the soil, fill the rust-colored river below. But
not snow. Even the way it piles up seems egoless, in a way. When it lands and
collects with the rest of the snow, I hardly can distinguish when it
disappears. It doesn’t make ripples along a surface; it doesn’t make a sound.
Behind me is a large downspout exhibiting a giant, frozen
cascade. The underbelly is almost blue it is so thick – like glacier ice. It
looks exactly like an explosion of water, touched by a freezing wand. Stand
still, is the command. I have a vague recollection of a fairytale in which a
man is turned into a tree. If winter is a water meditation, what is that its
telling me through its snow?
I take a deep breath and two black crows slip across the
white-out. They cross from right to left, as if they are trying to start over
and reread the sky. When they are gone, I put my hand in a pile of snow and
brush it easily from the railing where I stand. This is fluffy snow. I know,
without thinking, that it is bad for making snowballs but good for easy
shoveling. It is the kind of snow that comes down in flakes big enough that
when you look up close, you can see their intricate designs. The nature of this
is like a night sky full of stars – you can help but wonder about infinity.
But this snow is not like yesterday’s snow. Or even the day
before. These weeks have held wet, heavy
slush snow. Dry, tiny balls of snow. The kind that blows away like dust; pings
against your windshield as you drive. The kind you know will turn to ice. But
what are the names of this snow? Instead of a field guide to birds or trees or
wildflowers, I want to identify the terms of this water turned cold, turned
into snow.
Champagne powder,
corn, slush, firn, snirt, watermelon snow, zastrugi, surface hoar, finger
drift, blowing snow, penitentes, ice, packed powder, packing snow, crud, crust,
depth hoar.
Some beautiful, some ugly. All curious and fascinating. These
are our names for snow. Interestingly, some of the words describe the individual
flakes of snow, like depth hoar: a
faceted snow crystal, usually poorly or completely unbonded to adjacent
crystals, which creates a weak zone in the snowpack. Some describe the snow as
its collective. A pillow drift: A snow drift crossing a roadway and usually 3
to 4.5 metres (10–15 feet) in width and 30 cm to 90 cm (1–3 feet) in depth. Or
a finger drift: A narrow snow drift (30 cm to 1 metre in width) crossing a
roadway. Several finger drifts in succession resemble the fingers of a hand.
My two favorites?
Snirt: the term
for snow covered in dirt… and,
Watermelon snow: A
snow colored pink by a species of green algae called Chlamydomonas nivalis, it contains a secondary red carotenoid
pigment (astaxanthin) in addition to chlorophyll. It thrives in alpine and
coastal polar regions and unlike most species of fresh-water algae, it is
cryophilic and thrives in freezing water. It was written about as early as
Aristotle.
(All information gathered about snow can be found at http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Types_of_snow)
Snow being egoless as opposed to its water form was a beautiful way of expressing the difference. I loved the winter being water's season to meditate. You really captured the essence of the season with those thoughts.
ReplyDelete"...like looking through a thin piece of gauze."
ReplyDeleteNice. Reminds me of the stars essay we read in class--just when there couldn't possibly another metaphor for snow, here's a great one. Reminds me how limitless language can be.
Love the technical terms for snowdrifts as well (definitely using 'pillow drift' in a separate essay I'm working on)!
I loved the personification of the snow, and how many qualities you gave it. Aldo found the different names and types really funny and interesting. Loved Snirt! I thought you had made them up.
ReplyDeleteLove the words! Really nice lyrical piece.
ReplyDeleteWhoa Laura, we were on a similar wavelength this week.
ReplyDelete"As if winter is water’s season to meditate – two hydrogen, one oxygen – slowing down; three molecules trying out a different design. It doesn’t lose its elemental power, but it makes a different show of things."
Bomb.